I don’t wanna be here anymore.
It’s dark and slippery. I feel lonely
I miss you so much.
I know you’re around here somewhere
But I just can’t feel your presence, I feel so far away
Certainly, there’s light at the end of the tunnel, Yes, a glimmer of hope
But I hope I find that light cos this night’s so long
Pls cut the chains that’ve held me bound
Toothless and powerless I have become, an object of pity to even myself
End my misery, lead me to rest.
Though I’m far from home, my soul still pants for you.
I want OUT of this empty gloomy state, for my heart is fainting.
Lead me back Home, where I never should have left
To quietness and confidence in your courts.
Forgive and restore me,
P.S. I still love you
(Written at a time when thick darkness surrounded me)